Wishing You Weren't Here

It's been a long July
These nights seem to have no end
If only one feeling would fade away
You still remain on my mind
Me still trying to learn to bend
Without you I make it to another day
I wish you weren't here
You still only do me harm
Ironic when pleasure from the pain
Afar you remain near
Mesmerized by your charm
With or without you here I feel the same
You are my Kryptonite
You leave me defenceless
Just when I found a heart of stone
You become this night
A  night that leaves me breatheless
You are here yet I am all alone
Praying for more
Yet happy no dream comes due
Your memory won't let me let go
Hardest of all
Friending the one you love
If only they knew your secret
I wish you weren't here

Heavenly Wishes

I wish I was an Angel
Everyone would love me
More than just good intentions
Love and love is free

          I could be happy as a breeze
          Existing between here and there
          Weightless Is never a burden
          Not idle when everywhere

If I could only shine like a star
I might just brighten your day
Stories unfold in the darkness
No one sees the price you pay

         I wish I could feel pain
         When pain no longer hurts
         Each day to a final destination
         Knowing nothing is worse
         
          

         

    

       

Nobody And Nothing

Nobody wants a little more sunshine
And there is nobody who looks for brighter days
Ain't nobody lost between moments
There isn't anybody who has something to say

The grass on the other side isn't greener
And these green fields haven't turned to brown
There isn't anybody heard screaming
Forcing silence nobody ever makes a sound

The rockets fired never do explode
And those aching never feel any pain
The ones searching cannot ever be lost
The ones guilty can never be to blame

Nobody yearns to be something more
Ain't nobody who will cry tonight
Evil never triumphs when there is good
Ain't nobody wrong when it feels alright

What Always Lingers

Wanting to be your gentle breeze
The winds of life drifted you from me
Your sent has lingered
The memories have lingered too
Life gives us pain and pleasure
I feel both when I feel you still
That feeling lingers
And I am grateful
My dreams having sailed
Across the river
Far and wide
To eastern shores
Laying me down
In greens and gold
The flower whithers
Soon I dream no more
Yet once upon a time
There you were
It was nothing of a dream
Until you were no more
You still linger